Today we had Lillian's second birthday party! I can't believe my baby girl is two already! It seems like just yesterday she was born! I will NEVER forget that labor and delivery! Or even that pregnancy for that matter. There wasnt a single day through out that nine months that I didnt worry that she wouldnt make it. After three losses we had completely given up on having any more kids. On September 24, 2008 I lost my last baby. On October 24th my cycle started and November 6th I knew instantly I was pregnant and low and behold November 28, 2008 my sister Kimmy and I went to do some Black Friday Christmas shopping. Our last stop was Target in Shakopee. I told her, "I better get a test because I'm positive it'll be positive". I am pretty sure she laughed at me. Sure as shit I took the test as soon as I got home and BAM! I had a positive test! I was stunned! I was scared! I was nervous! I was overwhelmed.. but most of all I was excited! I called my doctors office...